Finally, safety. Safe to cry. The bathroom stall, trying to get it together.
No more tears. Thoughts.
Why here? Why now? Its only been a few months, it still hurts. Does he care anymore? Why? Why this?
Walking. I see you again. Catch your eyes. Hate, you look at me with hate. Anger. I see it in your face. Tears. Tears are in your eyes too. Pain. Thoughts.
Why? Why her? Why here? I hurt her. I miss her. Why? Why did I do that? I wonder if she still cares. Could she forgive me? Why did I end it that way? Why?
Blink. Walk. Tears. Thoughts.
I still care. I still do. Should I say, "hi"? No.
Wipe away the tears. Walk. Walk away. Put on a smile. No one can know the pain. Blink. Walk. Pretend.
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